Only For You

NEW song unto the Lord from the Lord! =)

2006-07-04T00:36:00.000+08:00

On Saturday, after the FIRE! conference, elisha came over to my place. So around 3am he was still stuck in my nice little bathroom. Then i started playing my guitar, i didnt know what i was playing and i started singing. That moment, i realised that the Holy Spirit took my heart's desires and made it a song. It's not fully completed i think. I feel there's more to the song. Before this, around 2wks ago, i was just asking the Lord to give me a song. Some of you will understand why. ;) Through this, i didnt only receive the anointing, the fire, touches from God etc. after the FIRE! conference but my desires. God honours those who love Him.(not saying that you dont love Him only i do.. DUH!) GOD STILL MOVES! MY GOD IS BIG! HE'S ALIVE! JESUS HAS CONQUERED THE GRAVE! HALLELUJAH!

So here goes... the song titled, "Fill my life".

Verse 1:
Fill my life with Your fire,
let me go to the nations.
Fill my life with Your power,
let me heal the blind and lame.

Verse 2:
Fill my life with Your anthem,
let me shout it to the world.
Fill my life with Your praises,
let me glorify Your name.

Pre-Chorus:
So right now,
fill my life.
Take me
and use me.

Chorus:
I will give myself to You
I fight this war for You
I will pay the price
for this generation.

I hope you like it. =) its God given anyway. Just hope this will bless you. God bless.

God's healing power.

2006-05-21T23:05:00.000+08:00

Since some time back, i noticed that my spine isnt 90deg as it is supposed to be. it is slightly out of place if i can put it this way. my cousin had the same problem and she had to undergo some therapies, my friend of mine also had this problem which required her to go for an op. However, as i responded to Pastor Nicky and God, i was fully healed. i cannot see my spine but i felt a strange tinge and some weird feeling in that exact part when he prayed for me. Also, i woke up having a fever, cough and bad sorethroat plus the next day we're having oral exams. God healed me too! How great is our God! He's the best doctor who can even cure AIDS. =D glory to God. Hallelujah. May you be blessed by this testimony.

My God is BIG!

2006-05-07T23:10:00.000+08:00

BELIEVE IT OR NOT!? There's NOTHING that MY GOD CANNOT DO! His love is awesome, there's no greater love than the love of God.

Broken hearted? He can heal you!
Confused? He can set you FREE!
Hurt? He can comfort you BETTER than the BEST COUNSELLORS AND WHATEVER!

COME ON! WHAT'RE YOU WAITING FOR? He is already expecting you! Join our big family. =))

12.30pm at THE CORNERSTONE AUDITORIUM
Youth Service =)

Jesus loves you. YES YOU!

My God keeps His promises!

2006-04-14T00:20:00.000+08:00

God keeps and fulfils ALL His promises! Hey friends, and i mean ALL! Praise God for that. =)) i dont know what went on in the Heavenlies during Outreach today but we can see that God is moving mightily, greater than ever. I believe that the best is yet to be. i know there was a misunderstanding for the Bio Enhancement somewhere somehow. well, if i have to get a green form for that, i'll willingly and happily take it. Now which crazy guy will be happy about it? Can i say.. ME!? haha... some of you may not understand but i guess i misunderstood what my bio teacher meant. Well, communication breakdown. Still, i dont care if im wrongly accused this time round because i saw the great and awesome work of my God.

it's good friday already. 1225am. i remember what Jesus did when He came to Earth 2000yrs ago and He paid the price for me. Nobody else could have done it, and i mean NOBODY. It's just awesome when i think about the cross where my dear Jesus died, and what He had to go through, just for YOU AND I. Some of you dear friends out there have heard the gospel countless times that you're probably so put off by it. Can i just say this again? THE GOSPEL OF JESUS CHRIST IS TRUE. 100%! There is only ONE way to Heaven, but many ways to Hell. I hate to see anyone go to Hell, even those whom i had issues with. If i ever offended you, im sorry no matter how it happened. All i ask for is that all you dear people out there, pls... consider your afterlife. Consider your path. HEAVEN OR HELL? it's all up to you. the price has been paid, all you have to do is do receive.

Thank You Lord for all your works and your unfailing love. Thank You Lord once more for paying the price for our sins. Lord i pray that these souls, AHS, this nation and every soul on Earth shall hear the gospel and receive it with joy. All glory and praise be unto You. =)

thankful. =)

2006-04-03T00:24:00.000+08:00

Im thankful Lord that Your grace and mercies are never ending.
Im thankful Lord that I may disobey You many times yet You are always just and faithful to forgive.
Im thankful Lord that I may not be walking so closely to You yet You are more than eager to speak to me.
Im thankful Lord that I may not give You my best all the time yet You always are anxious to bless me and to fill me.
Im thankful Lord that You've never left me or ignored me.
Im thankful Lord that You've created me for greatness.
Im thankful Lord that You always bring me through my darkest hour.
Im thankful Lord that You do such mighty works in me.
Im thankful Lord that You loved the world so much that You sent Jesus to die for our sins.
Im thankful Lord for all that You've done, everything.
Thank You Father.

Hi guys, let's always remember to give thanks to the Lord for who He is and yet loves us so much, and gives us so much even though we have fallen short of His glory. I guess it comes to this again, in all things, give thanks. Blessed be the name of the Lord. =)

A poem i written! Enjoy! =)

2006-03-27T22:52:00.000+08:00

heyy everybody! This is a poem i written for E.Lit and i felt that i should share this. it isn't a really fantastic piece of work but it reflects certain things. many areas to touch up on but this is original. anyway, enjoy! =)

They Thought I Was Gay

Staring at the lighted screen, as usual
without fail every night.
Lonely chap on the Online Messenger,
waiting for the very same people.

Two hours of waiting,
getting very frustrating.
So bored with nothing to do,
decided to think of a nickname that will sound really cool.

With thoughts flooding my mind,
out of the many I try to find
the most pleasing in my eyes.
"I love Him", sounds just fine.

Many on the Messenger list reading it,
ignorant messages and questions they submit.
Figured they don't understand
the reason I love this man.

"Are you gay?" floods my screen,
"Who is He?" comes in second.
I told them if He was just any guy,
The accusations of being gay I can't deny.

The true idea of this love misunderstood,
firmly in my stand I stood.
HA! I can do something
through this very peculiar happening.

Realised the importance
of my very existence
in this place,
to tell the world about salvation through His grace.

This person is Jesus, the one who died on the cross.
They seemed at a loss
as I explained how the price for us was paid
even though God's commandments we disobeyed.

Some of them believed in the good news
but some simply refuse.
Those who believed accepted Jesus Christ
but by the world the rest were too enticed.

I rejoice
for those who made the right choice.
For the rest I just pray
that they wont be led astray.

The thoughts about me being gay
could even make a way
to share about the man who loved the worldjust as they were.

Once again, back!

2006-03-27T00:47:00.000+08:00

Im back not only here, for the past few days i dont know why but thoughts of backsliding keep coming to me. I dont know if they're attacks or just me being stupid again, but i realised that i cannot do without God anymore. Maybe thats a blessing. Talked to zac and zac gave me useful advice. Now im back on track, not in that self-pity me or just keeping quiet. Thats not what im called to do! So here i am, getting back on track. I dont know if some of you out there are going through tough times, but lets go all out this week! Brothers and sisters are meant to help one another, dont keep your problems to yourselves, we will help. =) ANDY IS BACK!!! =D

Would you believe in the day?

2006-02-11T23:19:00.000+08:00

Would you believe
that there will come a day in Anglican High
when people of come to worship the Lord as one
when the whole canteen will fall on their faces and repent
when lessons will be disrupted because there is such a move of God
when the morning devotions will touch many lives
when expressions will be enjoyed by all to praise and worship
when even teachers get touched by God and get saved
when the most notorious turn to God
when healings and casting out demons are such a common sight
when everyone speak in tongues
when Christians shine the light of God so brightly
when the glory of the Lord comes into our school?

Would you believe?
I would. I believe. I yearn for it. I long for it.

IM FREE!!! PRAISE GOD!!!

2005-12-20T02:47:00.000+08:00

I've been set free! God made a way for me, now im free to go to church and i KNOW that my family will get saved soon, after much prayer. God has given me greater gifts even during the Saturate camp. You know guys... if you have unsaved parents, DONT EVER GIVE UP! The devil wants to take our family, we'll have to FIGHT for them. Jesus is the way, the truth and the life. Lets pray and fight this war! Press on everyone. God bless.

My Cry This Day:
Thank You Lord for being so gracious and forgiving. Thank You Father for making a way and blessing me. Lord i pray you bless my other friends and my family, even as attacks come Lord, help us to STAND FIRM and FIGHT! Strengthen our faith, Lord, more of You and less of me. Today, i surrender myself. Mould me into the man you want me to be. Thank You Lord. All praise and glory be unto You. In the name of Jesus.
Amen.

LOSE MYSELF!!

2005-12-13T01:15:00.000+08:00

you know guys... I've been struggling with my walk a month ago, for a week or two. I wont share what it is, but it was a foothold that caught me. That period has been a fight in me between God's wishes and my wishes. I was thinking that it wont affect my walk with God but it did. All God spoke to me for two weeks was to do what He wants me to, break free. I had to come to that decision, which was so tough to make. It was just like cutting my flesh off. I dont know how to express this, but that was the time when i was spiritually DEAD. not dry. I went to prayer meetings, services, etc. but God didnt speak anymore. I was even on the verge of going back to my old life. But i knew i cannot let God go, something in me just stirred up. Then i decided to do it. I took that step and broke free.

I've shared this during a prayer meeting with my fellow brothers and sisters in the outreach. But tonight, i feel strongly that i should post this. You know my dear friends, the moment i broke free and repented, God was just and faithful to forgive my folly and sins and He started to show me so much more. Sometimes, we wonder why God doesnt speak. For my case, there was sin and inpurity in my life. How could God speak and show me more? We often blame God for things that happen not knowing sometimes its meant to help us grow. Sometimes, because of sin we can't even hear God or recognise that still small voice. How many times have we fallen? How many times have we sinned? And yet, how often do we seek God? Is it a Saturday and Sunday thing? It's not going to be anymore..!

I just want to encourage all of you out there to repent and turn back to God. Nobody can repent for you, you have to confess by yourself. But you know, if you guys need any help, you can look for me. I'll be willing to lend a helping hand. More importantly, pray and cry out to the Lord!

My Cry This Day:
Father in Heaven, I just pray for the ones who read and the ones who missed this blog You called me to create. Lord, I believe your grace is always enough. Father show grace, show mercy on us sinful man. I confess my sins Lord and this day i repent again. Fill our lives with Your power, direct our paths. Help us Lord, even to acknowledge You in all our ways. Prepare us Lord, for what is coming our way. Father i cry out for more of You and less of me. Give me a greater passion and desperation for You and Your people. Fill me with Your love and that i may shine Your word each and every day. Thank You Jesus for dying on the cross. Thank You Lord. I give You all the glory and praise. In Jesus most precious name.
Amen.

Another testimony from someone else =)

2005-11-19T22:52:00.000+08:00

guys, i found this i hope it'll help your walk with the Lord and enjoy this. May it bring hope and stronger faith.

-with love,
andy

I was in an awful motorcycle accident, the broken bones, pain, OT, PT etc. were a huge test of my faith. I wrote this in a very dark moment.

The Three Candles
When I began this journey, I was presented with the most precious gift, three candles. These were the candles of Faith, Hope, and Love. Everywhere on my path of life I went, they were a light to my path. I enjoyed their warmth and basked in the glow of their light.

As I traveled on this path of life, I faced many obstacles. There were mountains to climb: Sometimes I would run to the top of the mountain and rejoice in the glorious view. Then it was back to the valleys. In the valleys, I met many challenges, but I also had companions who walked with me, step by step, through every obstacle. And all along the way the candles— Faith, Hope, and Love— guided me.

Recently on a cool, clear, summer day, I encountered a raging whirlwind. It was upon me before I could react. It tossed me about with its winds of confusion and pain. I spun about in darkness from the whirlwind.

From within the whirlwind a mocking voice spoke— it laughed at my pain and confusion— it told me that there was no hope— it grabbed for my candle of hope. I screamed in sorrow as the candle blew out. The evil voice raged once again telling me that all was lost. I reached out for the candle of Faith and held on with all my strength. But the whirlwind spun harder and faster and my weak, broken hands could hold on no longer. The candle of Faith blew out.

The voice from within the whirlwind laughed heartily and said, "Give me the candle of Love!"
I shook with fear. Hopelessness and confusion swirled around in my mind, but at this darkest moment a mighty voice spoke to the whirlwind, "No. The candle of Love is not for you to take. Go away! This child is MINE!
Then He leaned down to this broken vessel and said, "Be calm, My child. Your journey is not over yet." He lifted up the candle of Love, still burning, and lit the candles of Hope and Faith again.

This is why I now stand and sing to others caught in hopelessness and despair:
"This little light of mine
I'm going to let it shine
This little light of mine
I'm going to let it shine
Won't let Satan blow it out
I'm going to let it shine,Let it shine, let it shine!"

~ Tim Manzer

Building a house for God!

2005-10-23T00:08:00.000+08:00

hey guys... i just want to share something that my cell leader preached today. i find this sermon real enriching and really powerful. alright, its on building a house FOR GOD! sounds great huh? first, i would like to remind everyone that our bodies are temples for the Holy Spirit. therefore, we have to keep it worthy for God. for God to dwell in us, we have to make Him a house, our hearts. yes our hearts. a house of God should be a house of PURITY, a house of CONSTANT PRAYER, a house of POWER, a house of PRAISE and a house of SACRIFICE. we may dislike the word 'sacrifice', but i think that one cannot love with sacrifices. love involves sacrifices. therefore my dear brothers and sisters out there, lets build this house for the Lord. if you want the full message, you can ask anyone from Cornerstone. and before i stop, i just want to say that if you love God, you will love one another for He commanded us to love. so if you feel that you lack love, repent my friend. if you need prayer, im more than willing to pray for you. =)

with love

Healings IF YOU JUST BELIEVE!

2005-10-14T22:40:00.000+08:00

today we were about to go for a prayer meeting and i had gastric, threw up all my food. felt so weak i could barely walk. my brothers started to pray for me and i felt better but i wasn't completely healed yet. i was resting in the office and there was this very strong desire to go over to the prayer meeting to worship and just pray. so i guess i could walk much better now, less pain and went over. the moment i stepped in, i could raise my voice again, lift my praises to the Lord again, and i was completely healed. gastric... such instant healing. PRAISE THE LORD! all this will happen, IF we just have faith in Him. therefore my friends, just have faith in Him. ask and you shall receive.

with love

Hang on for one last day!

2005-10-13T21:04:00.000+08:00

hey guys! just a last day... something to courage everyone. =) Proverbs 3:5-6"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and not lean on your own understanding, and in all your ways acknowledge Him and He will direct your paths."
Take care everyone!

with love.

Test Test

2005-10-12T23:22:00.000+08:00

hi everyone! xD i hope to share more through this. till then. so long~ =)